far away; distant place; long ago; far back; by far
to take responsibility (for a fallout); to accept the blame; to take the blame
interrogative sentence-ending particle expressing doubt
omission; failure; incompleteness; irregularity; mismanagement; misconduct
to make a mess; to perpetrate; to do; to finish up; to be guilty of
in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
to say; to speak; to tell; to talk
look (in someone's eyes); expression (of the eyes); eyes
spotlight; public eye; public's attention; goldfish bowl
wild; uninhibited; extravagant; rampant
to run; to run (of a vehicle); to drive; to rush (to); to dash; to retreat; to flee
to be helpful; to be dependable; to stand by (someone)
good young man; agreeable youth
superior airs; air of importance; overemphasis
yearning; longing; aspiration; adoration; admiration
prohibition; interdiction; forbidden; prohibited
second year of high school; second-year high-school student
right after coming out; just graduated
what; so-and-so; such and such; what?; wait; well, well
by all means; no matter what; at any rate
to put an end to something; to get something over with; to quit something one has been engaged in too long or to an excessive degree
thought; consideration; thinking
pattern; behavioural pattern; behavioral pattern; predictability
anyone; anybody; everyone; whoever
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
to press down; to hold down; to pin down; to suppress (feelings, disorder, opposition, etc.); to repress
holiday; day off; sleep; rest; Good night
as if it were about oneself
as it is; as one likes; because; condition; state
simply; merely; only; solely
heh heh heh; tee-hee; giggle
occasionally; once in a while; seldom; casually; unexpectedly; accidentally
self-study; teaching oneself; studying by oneself (at school) while the teacher is absent
to draw back; to sink; to be set back (e.g. from a road); to withdraw (e.g. from the public eye); to retire to (somewhere)
ago; since; before; previous
mixing of public and private affairs; mixing business with personal affairs; mixing work and private matters
scandal; deplorable event