to notice; to realize; to realise; to regain consciousness; to come to (one's senses); to come round
it cannot be that ...; it is highly unlikely that ...; it is impossible that ...
to match; to be a match for; to rival; to equal; to compare with
disillusionment; disillusion; disenchantment
myself; yourself; I; me; you
eye; eyeball; eyesight; sight; look; stare; notice
idiot; moron; stupid; foolish; trivial; insignificant; malfunctioning
forever; eternally; for good; as long as one likes; indefinitely; endlessly
same; identical; equal; anyway; in any case; if one must ...
soul; spirit; departed soul; ghost
opponent; rival; adversary; menace; danger; threat